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My First Chemo (And the Aftermath)

Hello, loves. I'm back! Sort of... I had my first round of chemotherapy Thursday of last week, and to say it knocked me flat on my ass is an understatement. My body had no idea what to do. Unlike what I've heard from many people going through chemo, I had a reaction pretty much right away. I felt fine right after, came home, ate, juiced, fell asleep, woke up with a bit of a stomachache and thought nothing of it. Fast-forward a few hours later, and I was so painfully nauseous that 3 anti-nausea pills barely touched it, and, after trying desperately NOT to heave for hours, I ended up (this part is a bit graphic)... sticking my fingers down my throat to TRY to vomit, and, well, nothing happened. (Of course.) The nausea, weakness, fatigue, and dehydration (dehydration was my biggest problem, bar none), caused me to feel worse than I literally ever have in my life. Nobody and nothing can prepare you for the level of fatigue that chemo brings. That is something those wh...

I Have Breast Cancer...Now What?

On February 25th, 2020, I was diagnosed with breast cancer. I went to the oncologist two days later and found out that I have a particular type of breast cancer called Triple Negative Breast Cancer, which is actually the worst of all of them because it can be difficult to treat as chemotherapy is the only known treatment in the conventional oncology field. Also, I'm at stage II. So, I've been sitting with this diagnosis for nearly 3 weeks, and I've had every range of emotional reaction possible. Shock, fear, confusion (cancer runs in my family...rampantly, but not this particular kind), anger, disappointment, more fear, terror, acceptance, and determination, and back again. To say 2020 has been a rough year is a bit of an understatement. Just two months ago, I was running a successful and popular page on Facebook called The Articulate Autistic, (which I had to close down for reasons I don't want to get into or discuss at this time). Two weeks later, boom, breas...

Chemo and COVID - A Scary Combination

I was supposed to go for my first chemotherapy treatment on March 18th. However, due to the COVID-19 outbreak, I asked my doctor if I could delay the treatment for two weeks. She reluctantly agreed, and, tomorrow, I'm going to get a call to schedule the port placement, the chemo teach, and the actual chemo itself, and all of those will be booked for next week. If you'd told me last year I'd have cancer in the middle of a pandemic, well...actually, I might have believed you. I've just had that kind of life. lol! But, in all seriousness, getting chemotherapy that will completely destroy my immune system in the middle of a global coronavirus pandemic is freaking terrifying ! I know the hospital will do what it can to keep me safe, but I know it will be like navigating a minefield, especially for those 2 to 3 days after treatment. I already have terrible anxiety, and I'm wondering how I'll be able to handle all of this both emotionally and physically. I d...

Jaime's Breast Cancer Journey

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